I did put up my holiday decor, as it felt like surrender not to do so. I cried over the tiny cute ornaments with our names on them, and the frame ornament with our Santa Rampage photo.
I will be spending time with family on Christmas. One family breakfast, and one dinner. I am not feeling it. We never spent time with my brother on Christmas, but my nieces are being thoughtful, I want to be gracious in return. Dinner with the SIL will be weird, but I will make candied yams, I will make nice, especially as they're moving out of state. None of this feels cheerful to me, so I'm thinking of it as a duty day, with two watches which are going to suck, but need to be done. Then I can come home, set something on fire in the firepit out back, and get drunk as fuck.
Go me.
I will be spending time with family on Christmas. One family breakfast, and one dinner. I am not feeling it. We never spent time with my brother on Christmas, but my nieces are being thoughtful, I want to be gracious in return. Dinner with the SIL will be weird, but I will make candied yams, I will make nice, especially as they're moving out of state. None of this feels cheerful to me, so I'm thinking of it as a duty day, with two watches which are going to suck, but need to be done. Then I can come home, set something on fire in the firepit out back, and get drunk as fuck.
Go me.
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