Back in 2017, after my surgeries, when I was feeling optimistic and happy about the future, I booked a trip to Cancun for our 32nd anniversary. We were going to go to Isla Mujeres, go see some of the Mayan ruins we missed before, swim in a cenote, in the ocean, in each other's arms. Well that didn't happen.
I went on the trip. I took a friend, although not a close one. I caught a bad cold, it rained, my friend did not want to go in the pools, she slept in when I was awake for hours. Just different people in the same place, sharing the same tours, and some meals. Pleasant enough, but mismatched. The pirate ship was a hoot, but the friend is unsmiling in the photo. Party pooper. She went through nearly three fifths in the room (gin, Canadian Mist, and most of a vodka). How is that fun? The maid decorate the jacuzzi with rose petals. Romance for one, eh?
New goal is to pack lighter. Larry carried everything, without complaint. I cannot.
Catching up: attending Fire Tribe. Winter and travel weight gain is bugging me. I have new kittens, although they are away being spayed just now. I make lists of things to do and then neglect it all. I am in a new sad downward spiral. It will reverse and I will start feeling better, but I do not know when.
I will post more, in greater detail, when I can. I feel stuck for now.
Next great adventure is Santa Cruz and the Winchester House! Traveling with Desi, this should be better.
I went on the trip. I took a friend, although not a close one. I caught a bad cold, it rained, my friend did not want to go in the pools, she slept in when I was awake for hours. Just different people in the same place, sharing the same tours, and some meals. Pleasant enough, but mismatched. The pirate ship was a hoot, but the friend is unsmiling in the photo. Party pooper. She went through nearly three fifths in the room (gin, Canadian Mist, and most of a vodka). How is that fun? The maid decorate the jacuzzi with rose petals. Romance for one, eh?
New goal is to pack lighter. Larry carried everything, without complaint. I cannot.
Catching up: attending Fire Tribe. Winter and travel weight gain is bugging me. I have new kittens, although they are away being spayed just now. I make lists of things to do and then neglect it all. I am in a new sad downward spiral. It will reverse and I will start feeling better, but I do not know when.
I will post more, in greater detail, when I can. I feel stuck for now.
Next great adventure is Santa Cruz and the Winchester House! Traveling with Desi, this should be better.
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