Thursday, October 11, 2018

The Sads

I simple cannot shake the sadness.  I think it is too soon, that I am not supposed to be anything but sad or distracted at this point.  But it sucks so bad. Walking Dead makes me sad because we bought the DVDs so Larry could catch up, and he did not.  The piles of Burning Man crap on the patio make  sad because Larry would have put them away.  Halloween makes me sad because Larry would have had my decorations up by now.  The garden solar lights make me sad.  Needing to go to Costco and Winco makes me sad.  The broken branch on the garage roof makes me sad.  The Toro leaf sucker which needs a new bag makes me sad.  The swamp cooler makes me sad.

IT ALL FUCKING SUCKS AND I CANNOT STOP BEING SAD AND UPSET.  I MISS LARRY.

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