All of it, and none at all

I am feeling the rage today.  General free floating anger.  Feels like PMS if I still had such a thing.  Angry with myself,my decisions, angry Larry is gone, angry my neighbors on one side have made landscaping decisions they can't control, angry with the horrible dog on the other side, angry at the yellowjackets, angry I cannot work in my yard without anguish.  Angry I don't know how ot prep for Burning Man.  Angry my carpets are so nasty.  Angry I am still paralyzed.  Angry I am fat and hungry.  With so much rage, it is probably just me in a mood. 

My best guess is I am missing the lovely lazy Sundays mornings Larry and I used to share.